What would you change..

Was talking to JY the other night while we're driving home..
and I suddenly thought of this 'topic', and so I asked her..

IF, given a chance, to just pick one day specifically, that you can change what you've done..
Which day would you pick, what would you do that's different to what you've done, and why would that be ?
She gave it a quick-wit thought, and filed me a very quick 'Nothing. I don't look back'... which is a very good answer.
I was then persistence on getting an answer.. and forced her to think.. what would she have changed ?
She then told that she'd like to go back to school days where she would study harder so she could get better results and hence getting the scholarship in helping her to further her studies in medicine.
( she's a PhD in the making, btw..eheh )

what I actually regretted mostly..
was the day I made u angry.. that very fateful 16th January 2004.
IF, I'm really given a chance to change that... you needn't even have to ask...I'd be there in front of the hotel room in no time..
Not only have I made u angry.. and hence lost you 'forever'...
I've also got meself into the biggest MESS in my life... and that, I guess is what God had in mind to 'punish' me for ditching the 'miracle' He's granted me..

IF I'm really given a chance.
Yes, I will change that..
Even if risking the chance of not knowing EK at all.. yes I would trade that.

The ONLY consolation I have from that 'mistake' of mine...
is that you've finally found a girl that fits much better into your 'requirements'....
and gosh, lucky you are to have experienced love and tenderness with her in your lifetime..
And.. that makes my heartache worthwhile.. :)